I Stand

I stand in judgement
but I deserve to be judged

I stand in strength
but I am weak and dying

I stand with nothing to hide
but I hold a secret inside

I stand as Your faithful
but I turn my back

I stand in wisdom
but I am a fool

I stand in purity
but I am an adulterer

I stand in condemnation of evil
but I am all that I hate

I stand hopeless, desperate and alone without You
and I am